In 2014, Amanda, a soon-to-be female priest, felt like a bomb exploded in her heart when her marriage suddenly ended. Her husband got a house. She got high cholesterol, pre-diabetes, depression, and fifty extra pounds. Desperate for God's healing, Amanda journeyed far beyond the bounds of her seminary training and set out to heal her mind, body, and spirit through somatic activities, talk therapy, and prayer. She found her body to be an intrinsic source of healing and divine connection. Along the way, she uncovered her inner child's playful, innocent, child-like faith, reminding her of Jesus' words, "Unless you change and become like children, you will never enter into the kingdom of heaven." In this powerful memoir, Amanda invites you to play in your own body as she returns to innocence, femininity, and her body in an epic tale of humor, faith, love, and miracles. Celebrate with her as she flies, and as you learn to do the same.