This is 42 chronicles Andrea's journey from September 2022 to September 2023 after losing her first love, her father. She gives week to week and sometimes day to day events and emotions that she had to tackle during this time. The memoir doesn't just focus on her personal grief but also how she had to navigate her daily life while grieving. Andrea gives intimate insights on her family life, her role as wife, mother, oldest child, sister, educator and friend. Her hope is to expose the world to grief not being a one size fit all and to help other women who have gone or will go through this journey find peace in knowing they are not alone.